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ONCE UPON A TIME.

I remember Her like it was yesterday.. Fond memories of growing up...the type of childhood I would Want my children To have. She made all the difference... She was very soft spoken,the only time she raised her voice at you was when you did something really really wrong. It is the little things that made mum special Like the pep talks,the praise here and there And moments we chatted and laughed out loud.. She encouraged us and prayed for us..Her love was intentionally visible. I sometimes wonder if she knew her time on earth was going to be short. I was barely 15 when she passed and I could already keep a home and take care of My younger one. She was always teaching,instructing and made sure I was involved in everything she was doing. We had conversations about life,love and everything..I could count on the fact That she would listen without judging me..She believed in Me and that was all I needed. I remember doing catwalks modelling her clothes and shoes which were...

6 people you do not need in 2016.

Happy new month everyone..I have received a lot of feedback regarding The last post on creating a   Pep wall  To keep yourself Inspired on a daily Basis.I must say it is such a God inspired idea. In 2016 we cannot afford to be discouraged Or feel hopeless.God is faithful and able to Perfect all that concerns Us. 
 This past week,something profound happened that Got me thinking And reviewing the relationships in my life. Do you know that you can start 2016 on a very high note,with all your dreams and goals defined And even have clear cut objectives but if you are constantly surrounded by the wrong people Your dreams would be as good as dead. The people who you call your friends have direct access to you and are able to negatively or positively impact your life and influence your choices through their words and actions. So,Here is a List of 6 groups of people you definitely do not need as your close friends and associates in 2016. 1. DRAINERS: ...

My pep wall...

I always look forward to the beginning of a new year.. Each new year brings with it a load of endless possibilities, a reason to start again,perhaps revisit failures and mistakes of the past year and do and be better. And every new year,I excitedly project my hopes and dreams And pray that God in his mercies would make my dreams come true.. This year 2016 has been no exception.. A few days ago,I had a little quiet reflection of all the Dreams,goals and objectives I had set for 2016 and beyond And a little cloud of doubt appeared to be looming over me. A picture of the past year was painted before me, As the challenges,difficulties and the goals written yet never achieved were Amplified before me. I recognised the pattern only too well.. Have you ever tried to lunch out and yet you feel like a voice is saying...slow down Every one else failed so why would you be an exception? Does any body know that familiar feeling of self doubt that dashes your high expectatio...

How not to Forget.

It has been so hard to find the courage to write lately I call myself a woman of faith but l can't really say I have lived up to that this past few months. It is hard to say it is well to someone when it feels like all isn't well with you. It is really hard to encourage someone else when you don't feel encouraged at all, When all you see is how tough it is,it is so easy to over look the victories in spite of the difficulties. I have had this constant war in my mind questioning and doubting God, I have asked a million questions, Lord how is this season going to end ? how are you going to make a way? I have stayed up late worrying about how help is going to come and when.. When are things going to change? when are things going to turn around? Why do I find it so hard to trust in this God who I claim is my God? Why is it so easy to get overwelhemed and discouraged?  I have realised what the true problem is.. I have simply forgotten Forgotten where God has broug...

10 things you must to do while you wait.

  I stared at the phone expectantly yet anxiously,waiting for some kind of thunderous Notification but alas nothing. I tried praying again and then back to my phone I went.. Nothing, no email, no phone call I continued this Ritual for days and days turned into weeks and weeks into months. When would my Answer come.. Lord when would this season pass I sighed. I am tired of praying over the same issue When would this wait be over? I hate having to wait for anything.. I would not consider myself to be an inpatient Person but for some unexplainable reason waiting is not Just something I enjoy doing..   I met up with an old friend and she shared with me on how she too had been waiting Waiting for the pregnancy test to turn positive.. She had waited and waited and the weeks had turned into months and months into years. I could certainly understand that unnerving feeling of waiting..of asking yourself countless times when would my Answer Come? Lord ...

IT IS WELL

It is well....   It is well... I cannot count how many times I have confessed this lately. Yes indeed it is well. Life has a way of trying to make you say other wise..     For me saying it is well is not something I say causally   When I say it is well..I do so with a conviction that whatever season I am going through Would come to pass.. I say it is well because my present circumstance or situation doesn't in any way define me.. I am who God's word says I am. A Victor, A Conqueror.   So in the face of repeated denials, rejections and delays.. I can boldly say.. All is well with me..I am coming out of this with a testimony.. It would surely end in praise.   I might not feel like confessing this but I know that the power of   life and death is in my tongue Provs 18:21.   So I say it boldly and Loudly to all who care to listen   It is well,   It is well with all that ...

Do you need a Lifting?

I Stepped into Church Sunday morning just as praise and worship was ending and the choir was singing a song by Chris Tomlin and that was all I really needed to lift me up.. I felt God speaking directly to my troubled heart.. I felt my doubts and worries melt away.. Ah!..God indeed is a good God.. Here goes the song; Whom shall I fear I know who goes before me I know who stands behind The God of angel armies Is always by my side The one who reigns forever He is a friend of mine The God of angel armies Is always by my side  And nothing formed against me shall stand You hold the whole world in your hands I'm holding on to your promises you are faithful (excerpts from Whom shall I fear/God of angel armies by Chris Tomlin) Nothing else that was said mattered not even the powerful ministration by the Pastor.. All I could hear in my spirit was that The GOD OF ANGEL ARMIES IS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE.. Ah...such reassurance....such comfort. I had just ...