THIS WOMAN OF FAITH

She would have been 6 today.... I can only imagine... The feeling I felt when I held her for the 1st time... My first born child,Very surreal I couldn’t believe such a beautiful gift had been given to me. Little did I know that this gift would change my life, our lives forever. She would have been 6 today... As I look back on all that has happened this past 6years My heart is truly full of gratitude. That God chose to enrich our lives with this child That God chose to trust us with this experience I would never have thought in my wildest dreams as I shared the news of my pregnancy with my dear husband that summer of 2011, that months after her birth we would be confronted with news that our precious perfect gift from God had an incurable Genetic condition and that she was going to die. How do you process that... How do you get on your knees and trust God through that How do you still love and serve God in spite of this... How do you deal with the questions,rage,pain,h

I remember vividly January 2016 I was sitting in a goal setting seminar organised by my church With a workbook where we were asked to write our short term and long term goals. I scribbled quickly and then I stared at what I had written, It wasn’t a question of if God could do the things I desired or when He would do it... It was more a question of if I believed he could. See,I was believing and trusting God for progression in my career,But, I looked down at my growing bulging miracle and a certain Doubt came upon me. When I found out I was expecting,I had mixed feelings of joy laced with worry(read through past blog posts😊) I took a moment to sit still and come to terms with the reality of a baby 🍼 being on the way And I had settled with the thought that well,career would have to wait. But as I sat in that inspiring seminar listening to all that was possible to me only if I believed I began to pray and ask God to do what only He could do. Few weeks before I was to