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She would have been 6 today

She would have been 6 today.... I can only imagine... The feeling I felt when I held her for the 1st time... My first born child,Very surreal I couldn’t believe such a beautiful gift had been given to me. Little did I know that this gift would change my life, our lives forever. She would have been 6 today... As I look back on all that has happened this past 6years My heart is truly full of gratitude. That God chose to enrich our lives with this child That God chose to trust us with this experience I would never have thought in my wildest dreams as I shared the news of my pregnancy with my dear husband that summer of 2011, that months after her birth we would be confronted with news that our precious perfect gift from God had an incurable Genetic condition and that she was going to die. How do you process that... How do you get on your knees and trust God through that How do you still love and serve God in spite of this... How do you deal with the questions,rage,pain,h

Testimony Time

I remember vividly January 2016 I was sitting in a goal setting seminar organised by my church With a workbook where we were asked to write our short term and long term goals. I scribbled quickly and then I stared at what I had written, It wasn’t a question of if God could do the things I desired or when He would do it... It was more a question of if I believed he could. See,I was believing and trusting God for progression in my career,But, I looked down at my growing bulging miracle and a certain Doubt came upon me. When I found out I was expecting,I had mixed feelings of joy laced with worry(read through past blog posts😊) I took a moment to sit still and come to terms with the reality of a baby 🍼 being on the way And I had settled with the thought that well,career would have to wait. But as I sat in that inspiring seminar listening to all that was possible to me only if I believed I began to pray and ask God to do what only He could do. Few weeks before I was to

Tired,deflated and needing a refill...

I have truly missed writing... Time sure has a way of going by. Hours run into days,days into weeks and before you know it..boom....Babies are Running.lol. Trust me my mind has been writing chapters and making mental notes But my brain and body have been somewhat too weak to connect the dots and cross the T's. But Alas...I am here,and I am truly grateful for the gift of life. I must confess this year has been a really tough year for me, It has been really challenging,amidst the smiles they have been tears and Heart aches but we must press on,stand tall and keep our praise going. It has been a very tiring couple of months for me and this has left me almost Dispirited and a tad unproductive. I am learning how best to approach this season of my life so I can be all that God would have me be. It is very easy to sometimes over work ourselves and refuse to see the signs of a breakdown until we actually break down. I am learning that wisdom is truly profitable and Go

What Did He Promise you?

I cannot believe how long it has been Since my last post This woman of faith is still here, And my journey of faith continues At lot is happening and as God leads I would share them with you. Last Sunday was Mother's Day This year it was a special one for me... I really cannot thank God enough for his goodness To me and my family. As I look back at where God has brought me from and all that He has done for me My heart continues to be full of gratitude. He is truly a promise keeer Some one asked me a couple of years back,how I manage to stay so joyful And positive after the things I have been through.(who hasn't been through things😊) I cannot remember the answer I gave her but I know it is simply because I believe So much in the truth that God cannot lie..If he says it He would do it, If He makes a promise He would keep it. It is hard sometimes not to worry about the how... How is God going to do it.. When is God going to it.. Yes I believe b