THIS WOMAN OF FAITH

It has been so hard to find the courage to write lately I call myself a woman of faith but l can't really say I have lived up to that this past few months. It is hard to say it is well to someone when it feels like all isn't well with you. It is really hard to encourage someone else when you don't feel encouraged at all, When all you see is how tough it is,it is so easy to over look the victories in spite of the difficulties. I have had this constant war in my mind questioning and doubting God, I have asked a million questions, Lord how is this season going to end ? how are you going to make a way? I have stayed up late worrying about how help is going to come and when.. When are things going to change? when are things going to turn around? Why do I find it so hard to trust in this God who I claim is my God? Why is it so easy to get overwelhemed and discouraged?  I have realised what the true problem is.. I have simply forgotten Forgotten where God has broug

  I stared at the phone expectantly yet anxiously,waiting for some kind of thunderous Notification but alas nothing. I tried praying again and then back to my phone I went.. Nothing, no email, no phone call I continued this Ritual for days and days turned into weeks and weeks into months. When would my Answer come.. Lord when would this season pass I sighed. I am tired of praying over the same issue When would this wait be over? I hate having to wait for anything.. I would not consider myself to be an inpatient Person but for some unexplainable reason waiting is not Just something I enjoy doing..   I met up with an old friend and she shared with me on how she too had been waiting Waiting for the pregnancy test to turn positive.. She had waited and waited and the weeks had turned into months and months into years. I could certainly understand that unnerving feeling of waiting..of asking yourself countless times when would my Answer Come? Lord when would thi

It is well....   It is well... I cannot count how many times I have confessed this lately. Yes indeed it is well. Life has a way of trying to make you say other wise..     For me saying it is well is not something I say causally   When I say it is well..I do so with a conviction that whatever season I am going through Would come to pass.. I say it is well because my present circumstance or situation doesn't in any way define me.. I am who God's word says I am. A Victor, A Conqueror.   So in the face of repeated denials, rejections and delays.. I can boldly say.. All is well with me..I am coming out of this with a testimony.. It would surely end in praise.   I might not feel like confessing this but I know that the power of   life and death is in my tongue Provs 18:21.   So I say it boldly and Loudly to all who care to listen   It is well,   It is well with all that concerns me.       Last Sunday I

I Stepped into Church Sunday morning just as praise and worship was ending and the choir was singing a song by Chris Tomlin and that was all I really needed to lift me up.. I felt God speaking directly to my troubled heart.. I felt my doubts and worries melt away.. Ah!..God indeed is a good God.. Here goes the song; Whom shall I fear I know who goes before me I know who stands behind The God of angel armies Is always by my side The one who reigns forever He is a friend of mine The God of angel armies Is always by my side  And nothing formed against me shall stand You hold the whole world in your hands I'm holding on to your promises you are faithful (excerpts from Whom shall I fear/God of angel armies by Chris Tomlin) Nothing else that was said mattered not even the powerful ministration by the Pastor.. All I could hear in my spirit was that The GOD OF ANGEL ARMIES IS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE.. Ah...such reassurance....such comfort. I had just

Hello Dear TWOF reader,It has been a while and I do Thank everyone who reads my blog. I have received a lot of calls and messages asking when my next post was going to be. I do apologize for the silence And really I have no excuse at all. my days are full and spent doting on my precious little blessing.. and for this and many more blessings I am truly thankful.   I was staring at my screen wondering how to put my thoughts to words and this scripture came to mind 2Cor 4:8-9 AMP 8  We are hedged in (pressed) on every side [troubled and oppressed in every way], but not cramped or crushed; we suffer embarrassments and are perplexed and unable to find a way out, but not driven to despair; 9  We are pursued (persecuted and hard driven), but not deserted [to stand alone]; we are struck down to the ground, but never struck out and destroyed; I love how The Message Bible puts it: You know for yourselves that we’re not much to look at. We’ve been surrounded and batter

Before the novelty of the new year wears off Let me take time to welcome you to 2015 and wish you a great year.. I so love a new year,it is a constant reminder of the Kind of God we serve.. who gives us another opportunity To start again,dream again,run again..regardless of what May or may not have happened in the past year.. Permit me to take a slow ride down memory lane as I look back at the highlight of my year 2014... I must look back so that I can appreciate  from whence God has brought me and where he is taking me to. I must look back lest I take for granted all he has done for me. I must look back so when the enemy comes to lie to me that God hasn't been good I can count my blessings and make My boast in the Lord. 2years ago after the loss of my daughter I found out that there was a 50/50 chance that the next child I conceived  was also going to die. I remember the consultant looking at I and my husband with a very sad face as he told us the news. I did