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Miss you mummy..

I Turned and tossed in bed all night..
memories flooding my mind,great memories,
Today reminds us of what we lost 13 years ago
We lost our Cheer leader,our rock,our support system
our Mummy..                              

I remember when daddy broke the news to me
I had just come home from boarding school
and he held me and said..mummy died 5am this morning
I screamed,I cried but only for a little while
I said to myself..I had to be strong,I had to make mummy proud
I had to take care of daddy,barbie and peter..
That day...I made up my mind..I'll make you proud mummy..

13 years down the road..I hope am making you proud mummy.

I remember the peace I felt and the assurance of the holy spirit that night
HE SPOKE THESE WORDS:I WOULD BE A MOTHER TO THE MOTHERLESS
AND A FATHER TO THE FATHERLESS.
yes lord..you have been a mother to me,you have been my everything
you have brought along the way many great women who have been
 mothers to me..for this I am truly thankful lord..

Even though I still miss you mum...I know I am a better person
because of your absence..
I missed you at my graduation,falling in love,getting married
having a baby..yes mummy...I missed you and still do
but I know you have been watching and cheering on with a big smile on your
face from heaven..

As long as we have memories the ones we love are never far from us..
they are only a thought away..
you are always in my heart and in my thoughts
I sure would make you proud..

For all those reading who have lost a parent or loved one..
God would be your comfort..
A father to the fatherless,mother to the motherless
He would wipe your tears away and heal your hurt..

For those whose parents are still here..don't wait till they
are gone to show how much they mean to you.
call right now to say I love you dad,pay mum a visit don't wait a second
send a message...Value them while you can.
God bless and preserve your Home.

Comments

Anonymous said…
am touched Stells. but how do u start to show love to or miss a parent who had always been making u feel unwanted, unloved and rejected?
8 April 2013 at 08:15
Stella Agwor said…
IT is well...let me start by saying that I went through a season of feeling,unwanted,unloved and rejected..and I have a lot to share on how the holy spirit helped me through this.Can I please request that you send me an email so we can talk and pray about this together if you don't mind.
God bless you.
10 April 2013 at 23:07
Stella Agwor said…
my email is thiswomanoffaith@yahoo.com
God bless you.
14 April 2013 at 23:30
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