I really can not believe that it is nearly 6 months
Since our precious little angel went to be with the lord
I miss her so much .....We all do.
Loosing a loved one is really hard and difficult
And some days I so want to close my eyes,open them
And have everything return back to normal
I want to see my baby smile and sing back to me
Some nights I turn and toss in bed praying that God
Would fill the void in my heart and answer all my unmuttered
Questions
Some days I cry with no tears falling..other days my heart just aches
I look back and I can truly say that for every time my heart has bled
God has been there to steady my heart...He understands that it is ok to grieve
And I constantly feel his love and his word urging me on.
God has said he would help me through this
and I acknowledge that I need every bit of his help and grace.
I recently spoke to an aquintance who is still grieving the loss of a loved one after 3 years
And my heart was filled with so much compassion for her..and pity..
pity not because she had no right to grieve
but pity because there is a time to grieve and a time to heal( Eccl 3:4)
I know everyone grieves differently and in their on time..and I also know that time heals
All wounds only if you let it.
Grief can consume you if you let..That is why God promises
joy in exchange for a spirit of heaviness.
And after I observed and listened to her,
I was thankful for the hope and joy that knowing God brings to me,
I am amazed how even in the midst of turmoil and pain God can give
You hope and peace..if you trust and obey.
And I made a strong resolve in my heart
To continue to live beyond my grief.To not allow life slip by..but to let my grief fuel me
To move me to love my family hard and love well all that God has given me.
And daily..I find reasons to rejoice...to smile through my tears
To continue to trust especially when nothing makes sense.
I remind myself of the goodness of God and my heart finds a reason to sing.
I am not there yet..but I am joyfully making progress
And I want to encourage you...
If for any reason you have experienced loss in your life
Be it a loved one..an aborted dream/vision,a failed Marriage or even a Priced Possession
Grieve but don't stay down..give your aches and pain to the lord and let him
Help you..Let God give you peace and beauty for Ashes.
I decree in the name of Jesus that there shall be no more loss
And affliction would not arise a second time.in Jesus name.Amen
If you believe this wipe your tears..and get up
Decide to Live again,to smile again and Hope again.
Not saying it is going to be easy but there is grace for the road
Ahead,just don't stay down...
be encouraged.
God bless you.
Ps *if you know someone who needs this please be a blessing...share***
Since our precious little angel went to be with the lord
I miss her so much .....We all do.
Loosing a loved one is really hard and difficult
And some days I so want to close my eyes,open them
And have everything return back to normal
I want to see my baby smile and sing back to me
Some nights I turn and toss in bed praying that God
Would fill the void in my heart and answer all my unmuttered
Questions
Some days I cry with no tears falling..other days my heart just aches
I look back and I can truly say that for every time my heart has bled
God has been there to steady my heart...He understands that it is ok to grieve
And I constantly feel his love and his word urging me on.
God has said he would help me through this
and I acknowledge that I need every bit of his help and grace.
I recently spoke to an aquintance who is still grieving the loss of a loved one after 3 years
And my heart was filled with so much compassion for her..and pity..
pity not because she had no right to grieve
but pity because there is a time to grieve and a time to heal( Eccl 3:4)
I know everyone grieves differently and in their on time..and I also know that time heals
All wounds only if you let it.
Grief can consume you if you let..That is why God promises
joy in exchange for a spirit of heaviness.
And after I observed and listened to her,
I was thankful for the hope and joy that knowing God brings to me,
I am amazed how even in the midst of turmoil and pain God can give
You hope and peace..if you trust and obey.
And I made a strong resolve in my heart
To continue to live beyond my grief.To not allow life slip by..but to let my grief fuel me
To move me to love my family hard and love well all that God has given me.
And daily..I find reasons to rejoice...to smile through my tears
To continue to trust especially when nothing makes sense.
I remind myself of the goodness of God and my heart finds a reason to sing.
I am not there yet..but I am joyfully making progress
And I want to encourage you...
If for any reason you have experienced loss in your life
Be it a loved one..an aborted dream/vision,a failed Marriage or even a Priced Possession
Grieve but don't stay down..give your aches and pain to the lord and let him
Help you..Let God give you peace and beauty for Ashes.
I decree in the name of Jesus that there shall be no more loss
And affliction would not arise a second time.in Jesus name.Amen
If you believe this wipe your tears..and get up
Decide to Live again,to smile again and Hope again.
Not saying it is going to be easy but there is grace for the road
Ahead,just don't stay down...
be encouraged.
God bless you.
Ps *if you know someone who needs this please be a blessing...share***
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