THIS WOMAN OF FAITH

As I sat by the beautiful sea I couldn't help but feel God's presence.. I could Feel his peace enveloping me I remember months back I had fought God's peace In the hospital...As I held my almost lifeless baby I could feel the peace of God overshadowing me and I laughed within me..as the tears poured down I said lord I know what you are trying to do and I don't want your peace... No...I wasn't willing to accept his Peace.. Today I am thankful to the holyspirit for not taking his peace away God knew how much I needed it.. and as a faithful,Patient Dad,He enveloped me in his loving arms and gently soothed me with his comforting Words... He said child...Its going to be ok It sure doesn't make sense but trust me I am in control I know you hurt...but believe me THIS TOO SHALL PASS Peace,thank you lord for your Peace Peace that surpasses all understanding It is your peace that keeps me strong It is your peace that keeps me hopeful It is your p...

This Past week was pretty hard... Every day was a struggle, a struggle to get up, a struggle to stay strong  a struggle to keep smiling Only God knows the hurt and pain I have to endure.. A Colleague asked me how my little one was and I told him.. His reply..".It doesn't make sense" and I paused and I thought.....truly it doesn't make sense The Pop up animal baby book I bought weeks ago only just arrived and as I browsed through the pages, I couldn't help but hold back a tear.. It just doesn't make sense And as I turned and tossed in bed late at night I couldn't help but let out the well of tears I restrained all day.. I miss my baby..I miss her coos..I miss her so much, This does not make sense at all... Some days are harder than the others.. but It is on days like this that God gives more grace It is at times like this that I pour out my heart to the lord and Ask to see through his eyes because my vision is blurred with tears And my...